third-wheel of the world

i felt like i wanna go home asap. i have been picked by akash my manager at 8/9 and he drive me to hostel, before that he visited uvct and cant entrance there and i think theres misscomunication so we wait until a hour and at 11 i arrived in hostel that i never expect this before. its like a dorm with bed level and you know what shock iam when i realized that my roomates theres some boy. it have 3 bed level and in the bottom is european/american guy and near me is chinese. actually its fine because theyre not doing something wrong but its just weird and its remind me about debs story. And i ask akash, he tell me that theyre mostly from aiesec i dont think so. because i saw the bag that most of my roomates its bag for hiking/traveling. i just woke up at 8.30 in indonesia its oversleep right but when i saw the other, they even havent woke yet. and i went out of my room ask password of the wifi meet another hostel mate we just greet each other and say nothing. i dont know its so awkward ...

im really nervous going to delhi, i mean god please prevent me for bad case happens. my heart beat so fast toward the entrance. my body lotion had been took by immigration officer and the womans that i said before had same flight with me to delhi. I sat beside one of the them and almost every second they always dzikir and recited al-quran, its suprised me meanwhile i felt so peace beside her. Now im sitting in front of a lot of india guy at the waiting room. I felt little bit afraid should i move into another seat?but im too confident sit here. i think my flight will passed really soon. wish me luck.

its my first time go abroad alone, and its really thrilling since i been in soetta airport. im afraid that i would do clumsy thing that can damage for entire world *lol but ill do my best to do everything properly and very careful. well here im in mcd klia waiting because of transit for almost 7 hours and i wouldnt take risk so i just wait in main terminal, a place that i will depart to Delhi then. My flight in soetta going well, not delayed. And the airplane quite good! with tv and breakfast (even its just bread and glass of water). In my airplane theres a lot of woman that cover all of their face her eyes too, im like seriously bruh. The airport was different than soetta, klia really huge and so many international tourist. I met many flight attendant and a few pilot and staff from dubai, i guess. Theyre incredible, i love their style. So boring here because i just see the situation at airport, buy mcd with wifi, the people not friendly like in Indonesia. I missed indonesia all of su...